Apologies

This year, I have been usually:

lethargic. apathetic. unmotivated.

I haven't been keeping my promises. I haven't been doing what I said I'd do. I have been letting the worsts in my world get in the way of doing what I will, getting the best of me.

i am really sorry.

If I could only find that small space where I can take a few steps back and finally take that big leap...

If I could only fight my way against the mazes, the labyinth, the perplexities of my current life...

If I could only find that one thing I could live for, that one thing I can call mine...

... I WILL FIGHT?

NAH?! Too much trouble. I'll just wait for life and see where it takes me. For now,

LET'S PARTY!!!