Do or die

no
matter
WHAT
I
just
GOT
to
find
something
or
in
my
case
ANYTHING
to
HOLD
on
to
because
with
the
LIFE
I
am
living
with
the
life
I
have
with
what
I
have
no
other
CHOICE
but
to
bear
with
ONLY
one
option
of 
REALITY
that
I
have
to
accept
only
one
FATE
I
have
to
EMBRACE
and
only 
one
step
I
have
to
take
but
HANG ON
or
I
just
might
HANG MYSELF
I
hope
letting
this
OUT
gets
me
SOMEWHERE
I
am
once
AGAIN
standing
at
the
EDGE
of
a
cliff
the
EDGE
of
a
knife
pointed
at
my
throat
I
am
once
again
on
the
EDGE
of
sanity 
I
just
might
be
headed
for
a
BREAKDOWN
anytime
SOON
I
wish
SOMEONE
and
for
that
matter
ANYONE
will
do
just
SAVE ME
save
me
NOW
save
me
SOON
save
me
WHEN 
you
can
save
me
if
you
have
time
SAVE
me
if
you
WANT
to
save
me
if
you
CAN
save
me
HOW
you
want
to
as
long
as
you
SAVE
me
BEFORE
I
am
GONE.